06:34AM
ysd was my third time cying in nyjc. i wonder if i really dont meant to be in this sch. in srjc, i will not be broke down and i have nicer frens.
The 1st time crying is because of pw, so upset that my ldr is not engaging enuf but luckily now he is and i am not so upset. Thank You Gladys for letting me pour my tots to u :)
The 2nd time is when i tot i will fail my maths badly then i really really broke down liao and Jamie caught me red-handed. Thanks Jamie for the tissue and u so funny cry tgt with me but i see ppl cry i sometimes will act the same way as u do. Lols.
The 3rd time is ysd due to bridge. I dont mind he joked that my voice like sa jiao-ing but he shldnt --- when he is losing, he is just venting anger on me, i can tell so clearly. he everytime jokes in this manner but he harsh and in fact he means it. he is just not the cut for joking. But luckily Thank You ZhiYuan for consoling me, dont know whether u are really consoling me but i can feel that u want me to feel better and i really felt better and enjoyed the other games of bridge.
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06:34AM
Cigarettes are getting ex-er. Here is why: I saw sbdy's cigarette dropped on the floor but he w/o hesitation picked it up and put in his mouth and continuing the "harming his body" process...
