Saturday, February 28, 2009
Jiahao, Kae Lun, John, Michelle and me :) went pooling on thu after Kfc-ing wif Melani!
OMG noob John playing pool! Hahs.
Friday, February 27, 2009
6.15 P.M.I feel so blessed with my family. Thnks God. I love u! :) The Spaghetti, my dinner, so warm. So blissful.But i would sometimes wonder: How did my dad manage to bath within 3 mins? haha.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
12.30 P.M.Sry guys for not posting recently but i guess little of you will visit my blog.
Really emo lately. After the chem "consultation" i realise Mrs. Huang is a really great teacher. I was touched actually to work harder. But my maths teacher is hmm...scary. i tried the hardest for maths but it's still not enuf. Just ended block test. Tired and sianz. But exams are not the root of my emo.
After chem i went to the squash court. i realise i am not sociable but not becoz of squash or anything. jus me.i cant really tok to ppl, as in cant bare my hearts' inner thoughts. especially guys... all thnks to my 10 yrs GALS school. everytime i go out i feel like, "thnks to my frens, we are all laughing." w/o them, i cant be happy, i cant make ppl happy, i CMI.
I feel so loner. i may be happy or satisfied with one single thing but it's sad when the frens ard me cant. maybe i just cant allow others to laugh becoz of me. It's COMPLICATED. I dunno wad i am thinking. all i wish for is my mother and sis. though sis always scold me but i really miss her. miss her blabbering while i nv reply her, miss watching shows wif her and miss holding hands when we go out. i wanna to have a HUG from her or anybody that feels my existence but i am at home, alone, with no one else.
Maybe becuz of my prob. i am expressionless and i dun know how to express my happiness and sorrowness. u can imagine me typing here while i am msn-ing my fren in a light-hearted tone. my heart is keeping everybody from me. i jus wanna stone at home and slack through, waiting for my family to come home. They are the only ones that can make me really feel better.
OMG. This is so emo.I am crying at this instant for nthg. I wish my frens are there for me now. frens that can tok to me 4eva and not feel bored cuz i am a boring person and i hate this fact.
