PLEASE REMEMBER THIS BAD FEELING OF DISAPPOINTING SOMEBODY!
MUG HARD!
AND DONT REPEAT YOUR MISTAKE!
After 'O' levels had passed, the studious me was also gone. I became restless and less consistent in my studies. If I am assigned to do a task, my body will always do everything else under the sun other than that particular task. Is that a rebellious behavior of mine? I guess not. Im just reluctant to be responsible of anything.
My sister used to brag to her friends about me being very intellectual. But she feels that im a lazy pig now, not putting effort to make things happen, and how i manage stress is certainly not a healthy way. My brain now has become rusty, makes me bimbo and reacts slower than before. Im starting to feel the disappointments of my family and friends had in me. Im sorry for my lack of discipline that could create such terrible results. It's time I do something about myself.
My goal this year:
- Besides getting out of academic warning...
- Know Circuit Analysis at the back of my hand.
- Start Driving Practicals and at least once a week.
- 48kg - Squash >= twice a week, Run every morning, Watch diet.
Starting next semester:
- No skipping or late for lectures or tutorials even if it's dry, learnt before, for meals or goodie bags.
- Attempt tutorial questions for the tutorials.
- Get my driving license by 2013.
- Learn and register to be a housing estate agent.
PROCRASTINATION IS THE LAST THING I SHOULD DO.
If Murder isn't a crime, I would kill Death:
Maybe it's because I couldn't imagine loved ones leaving their loved ones
Or couldn't imagine me leaving my loved ones,
I couldn't help tearing just now on my way home...
I know it was silly cuz I dunno that friend well
But I wish everybody in this world will not leave each other.
Maybe it's because I have already lost the one who doted me the most
And I didn't even say goodbye to her...
And I really wish people will reunite even after death
And I wish everybody will go heaven and happy.
I dunno how God will judge, I'm afraid... :(
I really hate Death.
MID-YR REVIEW (phy and econ)PHY - 50:50 got to better the topics i am gd at and for the Forces and Moments i really need to buck it up!
ECON - today did stewpid things by misunderstanding my question, wrote 3 sides for half an hour and in the end WRONG and need to redo and ah that's why no time.
tmr is Maths! jiayyous and nv say ddie everybody even if we know it's gonna be a killer paper.